Sid's Blog

W e all have few questions in our mind about things. Things that aren't important but yet we are curious to know the answer. The answer is binary Either yes or no and most of the times we usually know the answer. I got my question answered yesterday, unfortunately, it was no. It's kinda sad but Hey, It is not the end of the world nor It will affect me in any way all it has done is made my mind clear of this distraction. It feels good to know the answer. I had gathered the courage(Why Now? I had to do it because of a reason, Something happened in college)  to ask this one because I don't like to fool around or trouble the other person. It was waste of time for both the people At this point in my life i.e my 20s, I have no one and nothing to loose hence I can take risks. Risks of starting a Company etc. Now I will spend all the energy and resources on building something that will be useful to the needy.     Life is filled with ups and downs. This is just a small bump in th

To Sukanya B My Dear Sister, ****Still Working on It will be published soon****

   To the Person, I have troubled the most,                       I know you have all the reasons to be angry with me for all the things that I have done to you and I know it's unforgivable. I really appreciate you giving a second chance. When I think back to it I feel ashamed of it, yes have to live with it every day for rest of my life . No matter how much you say that you have forgiven me every time I talk to you it reminds me of those things and I become a different person when I talk to you. That is the reason I thought it would be best for us to stop being in contact it was not because of the way you spoke to me, I feel I deserved it and I had given up on this friendship but I tried and still, it makes me think more of it. These when I think how it might have felt putting myself in your shoes and experiencing What I did to you I understood what Kind of asshole I was. If you were my sister and somebody had to trouble you in the way I have done. I would have probably killed