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To Sukanya B My Dear Sister, ****Still Working on It will be published soon****

   To the Person, I have troubled the most,                       I know you have all the reasons to be angry with me for all the things that I have done to you and I know it's unforgivable. I really appreciate you giving a second chance. When I think back to it I feel ashamed of it, yes have to live with it every day for rest of my life . No matter how much you say that you have forgiven me every time I talk to you it reminds me of those things and I become a different person when I talk to you. That is the reason I thought it would be best for us to stop being in contact it was not because of the way you spoke to me, I feel I deserved it and I had given up on this friendship but I tried and still, it makes me think more of it. These when I think how it might have felt putting myself in your shoes and experiencing What I did to you I understood what Kind of asshole I was. If you were my sister and somebody had to trouble you in the way I have done. I would have probably killed

To whomsoever, it may concern- :p                   In past few days, some of you might have received a message Nothing personal but it had to be done. Yes, it may sound weird but, That's me,  deal with it. There will be a complete stop on Making projects and other Activities except for academics. The pending projects will be the last. I need to focus on few things at a time and I don't want to be just good or Better but I want to be the best in whatever I do. Hence narrowing my focus on one thing at a time will be more productive and effective. If you need any help regarding Projects You can contact me via email only mail[@]bsid.io, No calls/SMS/WhatsApp. I don't know when this will end. But I will be back. Signing off, thatssosid bsid.io bsiddhartha.com

Indian Education System in one of the worst in the world. Here Students are taught how to mug up rather than understanding the concepts. Once schooling is done, we are forced into engineering and medical streams which most of us are not interested in. In colleges, students try to pull each other down (Especially in my college). Here if someone is better than themselves, People try to take him down. They are also highly affected by peer pressure. Students spend most of their time in unhealthy competitions and end up mugging up and writing the exams rather than learning the subjects and applying them to solve real-life problems. The lecturers are no better as they do not encourage in practical learning. Students here tend to take advantage of people around only for their own selfish needs and tend to forget that there are other honest ways in life to be successful. This attitude prevents the overall positive growth of the country. After death, the only thing th

Things have changed after AMC Challenge Reval Results 

"Your time is limited".                              It's not a quote but fact. So Let's begin with the title of the post. Now, most of you might be thinking weird stuff but stop it right there, remember "Not anytime soon".               So basically I divided the options into two "What If's" 1)What If I had a Girl Friend? 2)What If I Don't have a Girl Friend Right now? Here it goes  Before you read further. It's my Humble request not to write useless comments on gender or anything.  I am writing this post, in general, it applies to Both the Sides.  What If I had a Girl Friend?    My day would probably start with thinking of her and checking messages she sent. Assuming that If I spend 15 min morning doing this that would be around 7 Hours in a month I would be wasting.   This is just the  beginning . After that, I might spend my time in class thinking of her instead of Focusing on the Topics in